I Smile Again....

Have you ever felt down and out, had a miserable day...your thought process was hap hazard all day...and physically you felt drain...and then...you get an unexpected phone call...an email...or flowers...from someone special...and it causes you to smile for the first time...and make the dreariness of the day just slip away...If your single, like me...you know what I'm talking about...

It's 4:55 am in the morning...and I'm re-evaluating yesterday...I do this all the time...mainly as I keep a diary...thinking what I could have done or should have done...on the job and in my personal going-ons...I was really lost yesterday...and then...I got home and received an email...that simply said..."hello"...from that special person...and I know that "hello" was written with feelings and care behind it...I really appreciated the simple effort it took for them to do so...that's why I find them special...

Sometimes you meet people at the wrong time in your life...like right after a break up with your partner...but I asked myself...is it really the wrong time...for me...it is...too much emotional shit on the inside...that has to heal, cleanse and be renewed...but that doesn't stop a person from appreciating another...time has a way...through consistency to realize that "other" special people exist...

I like to say a special hello to my friend Lexus in Decatur... your on mind...in my thoughts...and thank you for being you...and for making me...smile.

QUOTE OF THE DAY
"Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear." - Mark Twain