Each Day

Each day a new struggle finds me...yet as I progress during the day...more often than not the struggle becomes minute as I attack it...what at first seemed insurmountable and a headace becomes a victory...now there's a challenge one can not beat...so this challenge I think about...but I don't dwell on it...I choose to live and enjoy it instead...

Each new day I awake with hopes of a panacea for all things bad in my life...some I can accomplish all by myself with persistence, dedication and resolve...and yet...some I need help...and then some again...there's no help that can be sought...

Every day as sit in the stillness of the morning...I'm unsure what awaits me when the light swallows the darkness...my mind races with thoughts, wishes and concerns...I think about all the good things of my life and all the good people in my life...I wish for richness...but then...I'm already rich in so many ways...other than money...but it would be a nice compliment...I'm not a spring chicken anymore so I'm concerned more now than any other thing in my life... about health...for my mom...my son's mother...my son...I know about my dad's afflictions...and me...

Each day and every day...I sit and wonder about my lifestyle...when I was young with allusions of grandeur...I had and experienced that along the way...my failed relationships with great people... who like me have character flaws...but more importantly and more so...it's unresolved issues...that have been the resultant factor in my failed trists...brought on by the lack of open and honest communication...the one person I truly loved unconditionally is no longer with me...and my heart bleeds each day...

Today...I awake and I write...I write with a smile...for hope is always on my side...In the recesses of my mind...I know that new things and a new someone is out there...so each day I cherish the hope and my prince...and I thank God that I can breathe...

QUOTE OF THE DAY
"An idea is salvation by imagination." - Frank Lloyd Wright