Still Lost in Unreturned Love

Lost in a wave of nowhere...I find myself trying to discover the "new" in every facet especially replacing lonliness...trying and not succeeding...I question whether if I'm actually allowing myself to truly discover since I'm still "in love" with my former...some say I'm sick and should have gotten over it by now...but I haven't...I still savor the intimate moments, memories and scents of living together...I was told to throw away my daily journal...which harbor in detail moments of bliss and doubt...but it's my journal, my keepsake...

It will be one year next month since the parting...but we still talk...sometimes during those talks emotions rise and then at times...my feelings aren't in tune with supposed reality...At times like these I cut the conversation short and begin to collect the pieces and put them back into perspective...this love was pure and truly cherished...but somehow, somewhere and at sometime the deficiencies took over and became the master of doubt and it won it's battle leaving me hurt, still hurt and lost...

QUOTE OF THE DAY
"To enjoy the things we ought and to hate the things we ought has the greatest bearing on excellence of character." - Aristotle