Off on a Tangent

They say when one door closes another or maybe two doors open….I believe that saying in every sense…it just recently happened to me….professionally and personally….but then again…there’s this saying also….that time waits for no man….It’s not right to jump from one relationship into another….one has to give time for emotional healing….time to let the water cleanse and rejuvenate the soul….and time to redirect the focus on you and your future…

I choose to allow the within to heal while the windows to my soul are shut tight.... so the darkness of those memories that linger can subside and be put to rest…but at the same time in my recovery….the mystery of the sun attempts to shine threw and thwart my consternation and without any regard throw open the windows to my soul and let life seep in….

It’s strange.…this mystery called life….when we think we have control…we don’t really-- completely.…yet life is continual and some aspects of control and be pondered and questioned….but where are we still, what do we want? ….or is it.…what do we need?

We are blessed with three gifts…faith, hope and love…and the greatest of these is …love. I have faith that I will find mutual love….I live with hope that love will come.…and once again.…I will love one day with an unconditional love that endures through the darkness into the light….and that day will witness my eyes flicker with joy….